Saturday, 15 December 2012

back to the future ^^



wehuuuuu , finally i am officially not a school girl ~
haha even almost 2 weeks and baru sekarang nak update ?  al maklum busy sangat berangan dekat rumah ni nak buat acano ahaha ? 

lot of friends , schoolmates n others keep asking me the same question emm , sometimes its kinda boring but to be polite just answer it with calm hehee joking but it can makes me more patient emmm i guess(bunyi cengkerikk) 

before this in school , i can't wait to finish my study in high school because i really bored to do the same things , wake up early go to school , sengih-sengih , back home , sleep , ouh yeahh and of course ONlLINE how come i can forgot it one of my favourite things i guess but before this only ! for now its kinda bored , wasted ~ grrrr

now im realize how much i missed my school (seee , manusia tak penah bersyukur macam gini ah) but its too late i already be a a a a a em em em i feel bad to admit it hahaha , al maklum tanam anggur je la kat rumah a.k.a penganggur terhormat. Tak pe la next year i'll start work inshaa Allah .  Dah berazam ni  ,  duit makin lame makin berkurang , nak mintak duit dekat mak pon rase macam berat sangat -,- . Tak pe saya nak berdikari ~ *ecehh , tapi tak de topup mintak mak jugak XD , tapi tapi tapi tu dulu ehh sekarang dahh jarang , *tutup muka .My mom ni bukan yang jenis senang2 nak bagi duit , kalau nak duit aku kena buat something . aku tau dia nak aku kenal erti susah dapat duit . dari dulu lagi aku dah diajar macam tu , aku pon bukan la anak orang kaya , just sederhana sahaja alhamdulillah :)

since im just stay in home , i am always "berangan" *sighh . sometimes i keep asking myself , what i want to do , what would i be in the future ? can i make my family proud with my effort ? and always i keep dreaming is , aku kahwin dengan sape lah nanti kan ? kah kah kah kah , tipu ahh korang kalau korang kate korang tak penah :P 

sebelum ni , my friends selalu kate "yeayyy dah abes spm bole kahwin" "dah abes spm ni lah rase tak sabar nak kahwin" "ehh aku suka kahwin muda " and my reaction when they said that i was likeee 'ehh gatal sungguh korang ni' "eishh tanak la aku kawen awal2 tak menjamin masa hadapan'

but when i keep thinking about this , its not wrong if we want to get married in the young age , as long as u mampu in all things . the most important thing is we can avoid from slander and sins . ye la bila dah berpasang-pasangan ni muncul lah orang ketiga yang paling di laknat oleh Allah tu kan kan so macam2 lah boleh terjadi lepas tu bile orang nampak timbul pulak mengumpat . eish eish eish tak patot  
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dan sekarang kan kan kan , aku dah berazam tanak couple ? boleh kah ? bolehh je kalau diri sendiri dah tak nak . Nak seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih . what i mean is , i don't want to be in couple , but i want to marry with emm i also don't know hehe . Aku nak teros kahwin , kalau dah jumpe seseorang tu dan kalau betul dia jodoh aku(buat solat istikharah banyak-banyak hehe) knapa tak kahwin je kan . tapi of course lahh kene ade duit , dan pandai melaksanakan tanggungjawab masing-masing :)



p/s: maaf post kali ni lebih dari kahwin compare dengan mase depan , tapi kahwin pon mase depan kan hehe





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